12 for '12.

Feliz Año Nuevo

There are just so many things that I wanna do in this lifetime. I dunno if I ever get the chance to fulfil it all, but to even think and dream about it has been the journey for me. 

As a new year came to our senses, we always so excited to start anew with everything, the 'resolutions' shits and stuff. 

For that, we pledge our time in that particular year to do things that we wanna. 

Why? So many reasons that one can give but if that makes you happy, go for it. 

However, I always falls into the same pattern every year. 

I. Can't. Keep. My. Own. Resolution. 

I realize now that those resolutions is sometimes almost impossible to fulfil and the reality is even better than my dreams. 

When you wanna dream, dream BIG! 

Also, I always 'foresee' things in that year and constrained my dreams to the things that I will get for sure, not the thing that push me to do better. 

Reducing the loss value I say. 

So, when you know you will get your Bachelor Degree that year, you don't put 'Get a degree' in your list, bcuz it's not a to-do list, its waiting list. 

Fools! *reminder for myself* 

That is why this year, I'mma do it differently. I called it 'to-do list'. 

It's like buying groceries. You look in your kitchen and look for what sorta things you need to get and write it down. Then you go and buy it based on your list. 

That shop might not have the spices you wanna for your rendang, so you improvise. 

Or they might not have anything you want, you improvise. 

Same goes for this to-do list. I won't kill myself if I don't get to achieve it until 31st Dec. 

I'll improvise, better and/or differently. 

The other thing, with this to-do list, it gives me some kinda purpose in life to achieve and see where I am are standing with my own dreams. It's 2012 now. Starts living. 

So, here it is. *in no particular order of urgency*

1. Get a driving license 
2. Bring my parent to peninsular M'sia
3. Get healthy (good body shape, good skin, good hairs, shining white teeth, no fast foods, salad every week) 
4. Do bungee jump in Wellington Bridge, NZ
5. Design and produce 100 GREAT custom T-Shirt
6. Sit for IELTS 
7. See at least ONE The World Wonder (The Great Wall of China and/or Pyramid of Egypt) 
8. Post a YouTube video (1st Video: Jan 25)
9. Malaysian trip
10. Read at least one good book every month
11. Learn Spanish
12. Get a tattoo. 

What's yours?

(And when I finally did it, I'll color it red.)

xoxo,

breamerdoy

Kita.

KAMU,

Aku kenal hanya seketika, tapi

Aku hampir mengerti hidup kamu, bukan

Aku menghakimi, tapi 

Aku cuba memahami. 

MEREKA, 

Salah faham, 

Tidak memahami,

hanya memberi lebam,

dan melupai. 

AKU, 

Hanya mencuba, 

memahami 

mengerti 

mengasihi 

dan mengingati. 

Namun, cukupkah apa aku perbuat? 

Untuk membantu kamu? 

Persoalannya, 

Mengapa kamu diperlakukan sedemikan rupa? 

Apa alasan mereka melakukannya? 

Bagaimana harus aku memperbaiki hubungan ini? 

Hubungan KITA. 

Pelajar + Guru = Kita. 

Kata-kata sahaja takkan mampu memperbaiki.

Cuma perbuatan semata. 

Hakikinya, dimana bermula? 

Siapa memulai? 

Kemana arah? 

Peta arah ini berbunyi seperti, 

 Titik permulaan = kamu, 

Pemulai = mereka,

Penyambung = aku.

Keinginan aku hanya ingin memberi pengalaman ku. 

Memberi kamu kesenangan semasa dan selepas kamu menuntut ilmu. 

To be continued...

xoxo

Cikgu Gill 

P/S: Cikgu tak berapa nak pandai mengarang dalam BM. SPM cikgu dapat 3B jer pun. 

Ex-zam!!

When I'm done, I used to think whether I survive the semester.

Now, when I'm done, I'm thinking whether I'm getting an A or not.

That's when you know that youre officially mature as a student.

Life is full of changes. An changes is the only constant in life.

Xoxo

Friendship

F- fret not. They'll always gonna letya down
R-run w. your bank account when they say HI
I- I, I and only I.
E-end so easily
N-not so hard to keep, cuz they'll
D-dump you when they're busy

And the rest is SHIT!

That's friendSHIT.

When the world turns it back on them, I as friend do this:

F-fret not, I'm here.
R-run w. you in this race
I-I's (eyes) on you
E-ends when it's perfect.
N-not so easy to find
D-dem friend.

And the rest is awesomeness.

That's friendsomeness to me.

Friend, I don't and never give up on you. Just that I need you in this race cuz I can't do it myself w/o you.

Xoxo
G