ma'ladies.

It was bizarre,
the girls were talking,
some were singing,
I was shouting,
and some forced someone to take shower first.

"why ya'll care so much about me showering??!!"

She shouted at me and left the room and shower!
caught guilty
but she never did that before.

5 mins later,
she finished her shower.
Stand before me and whisper, "I'm sorry".
She: never does that to me,
didn't mean it,
feels weird,
cry.

We cried together like,
we dinnering together
we jogging together
we go nite-marketing together

I'mma miss the fight.
the dinner,
the cooking,
I'mma miss you.

She moved out.
You fly back for good,
I stay here for one more year.

Separated.
due to unavoidable reasons; fights, mizunderstanding, graduation, and study.

youtwo is the best thing that happens to me the entire 3 years.

This year,
lots of my loved one left me.
some fly down,
some went up,
some go back,
some move out.

Left: me.

Ian said, I am dependent boy. (agreed)

scared I will:
not eat right
didn't go out
have lotsa secrets,
get depressed,
uglified,
be lonely. (the scariest part)

Do it how Hilton's do:
show to find my new BFF. (I wish that easy)

I'm sure:
I'll survive,
have new frenz,
and everything I need and deserve.

But,
ya'll still with me.
I'll miss ya'll.

love,
Capt. Gilligan