When I finally get home.

I'm gonna wrap my arms around my Daddy's neck
And tell him that I've missed him

And tell him all about the man that I became
And hope that it pleased him

There's so much I want to say
There's so much I want him to know

So amazed at what I've seen so much more
Than this old mind can hold

And the sweetest sound my ears have yet to hear
The voices of the angel, my Queeny.

When I finally home,
but for now, no.

xoxo

teddy

found teddy
on the road side,
obviously not mine,
teddy left there,
cold
dirty
alone

Brought teddy back
warm teddy
clean teddy

Guess what
I like teddy
I wanna own teddy

But...
teddy
can't be mine
is somebody's

Why
owner didn't look after teddy well
left teddy all alone
at the road side
cold
dirty

If I
return teddy = I'll be missing teddy so much
keep teddy = I'll feel guilty
tell teddy to go way = ??

Stupid
me
teddy
owner

I should
not walk the path that nite
know, karma is a bitch
go slow

teddy
kind
fun
enjoyable
attached

teddy xoxo

ma'ladies.

It was bizarre,
the girls were talking,
some were singing,
I was shouting,
and some forced someone to take shower first.

"why ya'll care so much about me showering??!!"

She shouted at me and left the room and shower!
caught guilty
but she never did that before.

5 mins later,
she finished her shower.
Stand before me and whisper, "I'm sorry".
She: never does that to me,
didn't mean it,
feels weird,
cry.

We cried together like,
we dinnering together
we jogging together
we go nite-marketing together

I'mma miss the fight.
the dinner,
the cooking,
I'mma miss you.

She moved out.
You fly back for good,
I stay here for one more year.

Separated.
due to unavoidable reasons; fights, mizunderstanding, graduation, and study.

youtwo is the best thing that happens to me the entire 3 years.

This year,
lots of my loved one left me.
some fly down,
some went up,
some go back,
some move out.

Left: me.

Ian said, I am dependent boy. (agreed)

scared I will:
not eat right
didn't go out
have lotsa secrets,
get depressed,
uglified,
be lonely. (the scariest part)

Do it how Hilton's do:
show to find my new BFF. (I wish that easy)

I'm sure:
I'll survive,
have new frenz,
and everything I need and deserve.

But,
ya'll still with me.
I'll miss ya'll.

love,
Capt. Gilligan