Adulthood comes with responsibilities which in the form of busy-ness.
Ian would said it as the joy of being adult.
I must agree with him...
It just keeps me on going,
keeps me on the track where I must focus on my studies, writing, presentation,
keeps me less thinking about un-appropriate thoughts (doesn't matter how you interpret it ;))
keeps me good, I guess. ;)
means no late night outing, productive dawn as I will finished my works before the morning come instead of online pointlessly, sleepy day time due to burning the midnite oil, and zombie after lunch time.
But sometime I am terrified how I love being busy.
Maybe I am just being selfish cuz I got a lot of things on my mind.
the only thing I do now is work and sleep.
both would make me less thinking about how hurt it is.
Some pea'ple interpret my busy-ness as 'sorry, I don't want to hang out with you.'
oh well, pea'ple gonna think what they gonna think.
I have no power over these things.
and...
I can be not busy, I can delay my works for sure,
but I want to finish it now and play after that until I vomit!
means I'll be free soul after this week, I hope so.
Gotta get back to my busy schedule, I am busy, remember?
xoxo
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