Prayer For A Friend.

Lord,
I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.

I lift my friend, to You.
Complicated circumstances have clouded his view.

Lord I lift my friend up to You.

I fear that I won't have the words that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
My best friend in the world, I know he means much more to You.
I want so much to help him, but this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

There's a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strings.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.

b'zee

Adulthood comes with responsibilities which in the form of busy-ness.
Ian would said it as the joy of being adult.
I must agree with him...

It just keeps me on going,
keeps me on the track where I must focus on my studies, writing, presentation,
keeps me less thinking about un-appropriate thoughts (doesn't matter how you interpret it ;))
keeps me good, I guess. ;)
means no late night outing, productive dawn as I will finished my works before the morning come instead of online pointlessly, sleepy day time due to burning the midnite oil, and zombie after lunch time.

But sometime I am terrified how I love being busy.
Maybe I am just being selfish cuz I got a lot of things on my mind.
the only thing I do now is work and sleep.
both would make me less thinking about how hurt it is.

Some pea'ple interpret my busy-ness as 'sorry, I don't want to hang out with you.'
oh well, pea'ple gonna think what they gonna think.
I have no power over these things.

and...
I can be not busy, I can delay my works for sure,
but I want to finish it now and play after that until I vomit!
means I'll be free soul after this week, I hope so.

Gotta get back to my busy schedule, I am busy, remember?

xoxo