What hurt the most

What hurt the most, is being so close and having so much to say, yet seeing you walked away.
Never knowing what could've been and not seeing loving you is what I was trying to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go,
It's hard to force that smile when I see my 'what could've been with you' happened to him,
It's hard to say OK when I am not,
It's hard to talk about it 'cuz it'll cost me tears.

I would trade give away the good bye with anything in my life.
But here comes the goodbye, here comes the pain, here comes me wishing things had never changed and you was right here in my arms tonight...

Why does it have to go from good to gone?

BUT,
I prayed to the good Lord, you both have a blast in your days, no matter whats gonna happen to us, the He'll lead the way.
before the lights on, I'm gonna be fine knowing that you'd chose the best.

Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road, but I guess no forgiveness given 'cuz there is nothing to forgive.

NOW,
There comes a time in my life, when all I can see is the years passing by,but lemme make up my mind that those days are gone.

I'll move on but most importantly I'll move forward.

your pickle,
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