Happy Birthday to me, for the 23rd time.
Giving birth is always (at least for me) the most magical phenomenon that happen to human species. That 9 months, a living organism actually occupied women's tummy, is a miracle period of time which also creepy when you think about it.
Never mind what I think, as my mom rocks for carrying me like a kangaroo & thought of me when she eats, drinks, walks, talk, and think. Then, she finally gave birth to me. Well, I was a c-baby. So, I was literally forced out from her tummy and that gave mark to her which she uses as a weapon to win over me EVERY SINGLE TIME I disobeyed or being bad.
She said, 'Look at this mark, it was a hard work for me to bring to this world, and you not gonna go & help me get the flour from the shop?'
Yeah, literally that!
And so, that's why I was and still (wink wink) a good kid after these 23 years walking on this planet.
The family needed me more than ever since I will be graduating soon and be what I wanna be, well, more of what they hope me to be.
Whatever is my path, either chosen by me or them, I will always owe my parent, especially my mom a WORLD that I could not pay her entirely. Just hoping that I make her smile everyday.
Looking back at those years flew by like pendulum swing, I didn't achieve much in life.
I blame the opportunity door and circumstances.
But now, after years of finding the right pathway, I am pretty much sure about my way & how to get over those obstacles rather than banging my head against those walls in hoping it'll turn into an open doors. Ain't gonna happen.
Wishes I received from lovely lovely people around the world.
I was actually have to sit back and think that I was actually loved and my existence matter to people, well at least to people that matters to me.
As you get older, birthdays are not as big deal as it was when you're a kid.
It also can be disappointing or sadness.
However, those kind words that you received is what matter that actually makes you look back and say a little prayer about your own existence.
I am looking forward for another year of happiness and great things.
If I set my mind on it, I will breakthrough it.
If I wanna dream, I'll dream big!
Finally, my present. The greatest material present I got is Long Champ travel bag. Looking at it makes me wanna travel!! And that is exactly what I wanna do this year.
xoxo
bdayboy,gilly
